Zahra masih di MMC. White blood cell count sudah kurang, tapi masih tinggi dari normal range. Daily suction daripada twice-daily sudah jadi sehari sekali sahaja.
Okeh, talking about Zahra’s physio session, I learnt that babies have this Subhanallah amazing way of learning things.
I’m telling you, suctioning is not and never will be an enjoyment. Tak kira lah untuk orang dewasa mahupun bayi kecil. Orang masukkan tube down your throat again and again, through your mouth and nose, selesa ke? Sakit ada.
So, after couple of days of suffering the unpleasant suctioning, Zahra suddenly realized that she can actually avoid the unpleasantness. Tidak perlu lagi menyerah diri.
Tahu apa dia buat?
Mula-mula dia taknak buka mulut, sambil grumble-grumble (tak la grumble. Tp camtu la), muka kerut-kerut marah. Lepas tu kalau therapist berjaya juga masukkan tube, dia gigit tube nak tahan daripada masuk jauh lagi dalam. (Kaki dan tangan di balut). Bila dah penat tahan, dia maneuver pulak tube tu dengan lidah. Dia boleh pusing-pusingkan tube tu dalam mulut, sampai tube tu terkeluar balik. Kita ingat tube dah masuk dalam throat, sebab dia dah siap gag semua. Sekali tube keluar balik! Boleh tak.
Actually macam kejam that I let my baby went through the suctionings. Everytime she cried, her eyes were like pleading to me, asking me to help her. Sangat sedih. But good things are always there.
Sekarang aku tahu yang Zahra bukan semata-mata belajar perkara asas macam merangkak, duduk, berlari dsbgnya. The truth is, she’s learning the survival skill.
Yeap, its in the book. How babies learn, adapt and everything. But seeing yours maneuvering the tube inside her mouth like that… Precious.
#1 by mrs s on October 21, 2011 - 4:58 p
some mothers tak sanggup langsung nk tgk anak die kene suction, they wait outside the door tau. yg mana aku rasa, kesian utk the babies. so hana, aku rasa, ko tabah!
+ kuatkan dan kuatkan lagik hati ko, no matter how pleading her eyes look at u. buat tatau. sbb itu utk kebaikan die gak, bukan ko seksa die kannnn
#2 by JayFarhana on November 2, 2011 - 4:58 p
aku teringat mak aku citer mase aku athsma terok masa kecik2 dulu, nurse spital gomen yg ganaz tu dok cucok2 tube utk sedut ingus kat idung aku, aku mengamok2 taknak disumbat benda tu.sakit gila kot. die jolok plak benda tu kat tekak aku, sambil ada 2 org nurse lain yg ganaz gak, pegang kaki aku taknak kasi aku ngamok.
last2 aku tattau mcm mana aku yg kecik tu bole lebih kuat dari 3 org nurse ganaz tu, aku tarik rambot nurse tu astu tube tu aku belit2 dan cabot2, astu aku cakar2 muke nurse tu, sampai BIRU muka dia. =)) hahahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaa
walaupun aku bukan baby, aku dah 4thn mase tu. tapi kire survival skill gak tu. agaknye sbb dah sakit sgt, tibe2 jadi incredible hulk yg kecik.
hahaha!